Regarding the title... call to ask... better to call after next thursday... then maybe ill be more rational then and whoever calls would probably my saviour...
Aniwaes, life is so darn... how do i put it in noe explicit terms...hmmm... life is so URGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH! im losing my mind and a whole lotta things with it. I don't care if im being a drama mama right now... i just need to get shit of my very compressed little body... *i would have said chest but i think it would have sounded wrong HAHA!*
Sigh... anyone has any idea where a perfect loser can sulk in her misery and cry her heart out? Preferably a place with no sharp objects, high rise... or anything which can cause self inflicted injury... I'm seriously losing faith... But i I'm still positive.. kinda... i guess.... shyt. :/
Not much regrets... just pure frustration... all the WHY WHY WHY WHY kinda shit. ARGH! even retail therapy isn't helping... but i think dance is... for now... then again life is never and was NEVER fair... WHY!? WHY IS IT WHEN YOU WORK UR ASS OFF AND INSTEAD OF WHAT UR EXPECTING TO GET TURNS OUT TO BE AN ASS LASHING! WHY! WHY WHY!!!!!
Urgh.. f*ck it...
P.S thanks to those who have been there for me... very much appreciated yah? :)
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