Promise...

There she was, sitting at her desk staring at the pieces of paper before her. She felt nothing but emptiness. Why? Why did she have to fall into her deep slumber and live her nightmares. How could it be? Her head started feeling heavy. She was falling asleep again. The thought of her sleeping caused her to jolt up straight. She must not sleep. For if she sleeps it will be the end of her.
" I will not let this pull me down. I will not succumb to the darkness. For too long i have tried and work hard, yet to succeed. "
She hung her head in prayer, for she was afraid of the deep sleep she once succmbed to. Swallowing back her tears she recalled her past. All she could think of was regret, regret, regret.... She held back her tears, for her tears would show her as a weak fighter. Instead she concealed it by stifling a yawn. Then fear crept up to her. For too long this beast has won over and over again. What if... what if she loses to the beast in the end? How will she face her family and friends who she truly loves to the bottom of her heart.
" I will not loose."
For too many a times she has let down the ones she loved. For too many a times she has been left in the lonely darkness of despair. She could not relive her past again. She must not allow the past to haunt her over and over again. She bit her lip.
Then with all the courage and determination she could muster, she promised herself if she looses the battle, she will forever be stuck in the darkness. In the darkness deep inside her heart. Where no one would be able to reach her. Heaving a heavy sigh she made a forbidden swear, risking her future, her life. Now her journey begins...

Author: M.C.L.A
* I'm sorry, and i promise....*

Long Ago...

In the year 2007, there was a girl, so full of hopes and dreams and promises. She had so much desire to fulfill her dreams and always pushed on no matter what. Unfortunately, she bears a curse. Being exposed to too much pressure she shuts down emotionally, another side of her appears. No one can tell the difference because she looks, acts and talks the same. However if you were to monitor her closely, you will see the drastic change in attitude towards thing in life. For 3 months, she has slept, everything happening around her a dream...no a nightmare, a nightmare she couldn't wake up from.
Th darkness that enveloped her was too great. All she wanted to do was sleep for eternity. But then luckily approximately 5 weeks before a fate-deciding trial she hears a voice and wakes up to see a weak, but yet surely a shimmer of hope. It may not be too late if she pulls herself together to overcome the upcoming trial. A trial which decides her future. Who will she become, what will she become. All in just pieces of paper. She is now struggling hard to keep herself from sleeping again. Because if she does, it may be her last...


Author: M.C.L.A

*The most hardest thiing to do is overcoming youself.*

Ahh..The joys of mugging!

AHHHHHH!!!! I AM SO LOSING IT! 3 DAYS OF AMATHS!*iseenumbers* ok relaxin...*does the deep breathin shyt...* darn i still see numbers...o wait thats the calculator..u wad i mean? SOMEBODY SAVE ME!*hallucinates* prince charming!
*COLLAPSE...*
What awaits our mentally disturbed fren? tune in tmr evnin or the day after...
m.c.l.a
*number charm*

Eh!? Got SuCh ThinGs A HoliDayS!?

This is so cool! He. He. I'm not telling what or why though cause if I did people are gonna start hunting me down. Anyway. back to the old n boring yipping of me. Let's see teachers' day just passed.- It wasn't as fun as last year though. But yea we still had the durianc ceremony, but without the human sacrifice again. *sigh*. I can't believe it's our last teacher's day. so depressing. Yes! Depressing... after 5 years of teacher's day as a class... I!LOVE 5A' After all the shit we have been through together of course I'll miss my class. From our deepest regrets to our hopes and dreams. I definitely know now that I do not regret choosing to go into a normal academic Class.
Moving on, after the celebrations me, W.C, Geraldine and Diyana * I'm sorry I don't know the spelling * went to vivo city. We caught up on old times, it really was a shame Marlissa couldn't make it. She was tired from organizing teacher's day in her school. That's ok Marlissa :D. we'll definitely meet some other time! We watched Evan Almighty. wasn't to bad. Man... I thought I'd be dead for sure cause I reached home midnight. Phew! Thank Big Boss up there nothing happened.
Oh! and I'm so into the movie 13 going on 30. Absolutely wonderful! Although * pardon me* Jenifer Garner looked like a guy from behind. But! Overall it was a fantastic movie.
Back to reality. It's the "school holidays" where we are supposed to calmly mug for exam. Doom!Ah well, it's a student's life. so I gotta stop here or i'll end up dead next year. Buh bye then... Happy mugging! Gag...

M.C.L Amante
Do or DIE! "shag Ah!?