Wednesday, January 31, 2007

FebRuary AH!?

WAHHHHHH! DIE AH! DIE AH! FEBRUARY ALREADY!time really flies...man... scccaaarrryyy~ b4 u noe it 'o' levels! then 2008! WTH! slow down abit lah! there are so many things to enjoy in life and yetwe have to whizz past them! haiya.... but then again if we lived to slowly we only have limited time on this earth... ah heck.. enough with this trying to be all philosophical nonsense...
I've noticed that so far my class has changed for the better.. i'm reeeAAAllly glad about that *no its not sarcastic* im able to focus more in class and we actually *sometimes-more often than b4* hand up our homework as a class! COOl! well S.Y.F is going well.. i cant believe he stills remember me though *my dance instructor* Quote:
Dance instructor: You were scolded alot last year right? You progressed BUT now ur jut constant... you have to learn to express yourself more
My thoughts : was it last year or 2 years ago??? and WOW! sharp memory!

so yah... must learn to feel the music and express myself! :D i shall perservere! cos im RESILIENT! *meditate: think posssiiiitttiiivvvee~ pppooosssiiiitttiiivvveee~* hehe!hmm oh yah! i also went to the Tmasek Poly open house ahahaha! and SURPRISE SURPRISE some people were cosplaying! ahahah! apparently humaira fell in love with the character cloud ahahahaha! oh yeah i alos saw one of them dress up as L... but he didnt look like him jst the way he sauntered around reminded me of L... so yeah... ahahah! it was ok...
However ! *see im using connectors* it has left me confused if i should go JC or Poly...but then my overall aim is to go university and study overseas.. AHHHHHHH! *my head hurts* too much thinking... well anyway this past few days the teachers have been bombarding us with tests and CAs'. something to look forward to though is the shortening of the timetable! like YAY!!!! instead of ending at 4 we end at 3... so its like one hour earlier! YAY! i would have gone up the wall if they stuck to the previous time table... PLUS NO TEST TOMMOROW!!! WOOOOO! can relax awhile WAHAHHAHA! I'm determined to get FANTASTIC results so my FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS! ahahahaha~!
i guess ill stop here then...

Maria Christina L. Amante
~Study hard! but dont forget to take a break once in awhile!~ :D peace!

Friday, January 12, 2007

IgnOre PreviOUs Post!

MY GAWD! this is still a shocker for me... i got into S.Y.F...like huh!?and WhaAAT!? and UNBELIEVABLE!? I'm not sure if i should cry with joy or cry in anguish.... man.... I seriously didn't think thet i would get in.. i mean i SCREWED the audition like really SCREWED! jeez! *sigh* just hope it's not a biased descision cos' i believe in FAIRNESS! well... practices are starting next week and i hope i won't roll on the floor and die! Advice from the teachers? Take muli-vitamins, drink lotsa water, make sure you manage your time properly.... I'm still in shock ok!? it's scary when you come to think of it.... ARRRGHHHHH! I SHALL NOT TALK OR THINK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE!
ANYWAY! yesterday Alex, HanYang, HanLiang, Charlene, MARLISSA AND GERALDINE CAME BACK! i was like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ahahaahaha! so technically after the dance meeting i went to the chinese compo class LATE! and i got a scolding for it.. ah heck! The compo class was ok i guess, very first compo we had to write was about seeing our mother picking up rubbish.... want to noe what i wrote!? NO!? YOU'VE got NO CHOICE! I'm gonna tell anyway. hmmm...after seeing my mother i did like a suuuuuper long and beating round the bush type of story of how my mother got into that state. I wrote something like, I felt guilty cause i spent alot of money on materialistic things and never really thought about my mother. I said something like my dad died and only my mom was working. then i did this NONG NONG NONG NONG flashback about how she cared for me and blah blah blah...the ending? it went like this, as she stood there stammering i hugged her and said thank you. *corny i noe*
Enough of this, now AFTER the COMPO writing class i went out with MARLISSA! GERALDINE! SHAAN! JANICE! CHEE YANG! AND SIMONE! we went to Renoldo's *is that how you spell it?* we bought apple struddle, Mango, and strawberry if im not wrong... it was DELICIOUS and boy was the atmosphere LOUD!!!!! NEXT! we "coped" some free postcards and me, marlissa and geraldine "played" that machine which "spits out" keychains, or in my case a TAMAGOUCHI! WOOOOO! ahahaaah! it was reaaaaallly fuuun! man i missed geraldine and marlissa so much! ahahhaahahha! when we parted our ways chee yang and janice decided to "explore"the routes of bus 45...which technically goes allll the way to ang mo kio! ahahah! Not sure if they really ended up there... AND LET ME TELL YOU JANICE AND CHEEYANG WAS EXCEPTTIONALLY HIGH! must have been the struddle, or something they ate in school! her motto? *the calm b4 the storm* (i gave her dat phrase) ahhahhhahaha!
Well that's that! went home with Marlissa and i embarased myself in the bus by dropping my school bag! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

*WE WERE BORN TO SMILE* ~maria christina~
P.S don't forget to park your sampans on rainy days! :D

Friday, January 05, 2007

Something new huh?

Well... most of you should know that the school term has already begun. New beginnings, new expectations and even new feelings towards something. Just recently the dance club had our S.Y.F auditions. Initially i was excited and all... but... there came to a point where i thought about it. Do i really want to do it? I really didn't know. You see I'm a very undecisive person and I would usually make descisions half heartedly, leading to many regrets. So yesterday, I just went for the audition and boy it was the biggest screw up that i have ever done...
Here comes the odd part... Usually if i did that badly, I'd breakdown and cry honestly * you can ask those who know me well and they'll tell you* apparently this time I felt like i didn't really care at all... It was like OH.. what the hell... So when i got home I thought about it. I know that in the past i have said that dancing is my life and blah blah blah... as if im an obssesed BIatch.Well now I'm gonna come clean...*takes a deep breath* I wanna try something else other then dancing... this is a big confession here..cos u c in the past the reason why i stuck to dance was beacause i was afraid of venturing out of my safety zone. I was afraid to lose the many good people that i have found through dance.
I guess it really took its toll huh? Don't get me wrong i still love dancing, but i don't wanna stick to one experience forever. I wanna try singing, drawing, i wanna learn how to play an instrument... all in all, i wanna try something new.Life is short and we only live it once, maybe it's also about time for me to accept that i'm not even good at anything relating to performing. But one thing I'm proud to say is that, i will always treasure my friends now and forever... so my deepest apologies to those who i have disappointed for whatever reason for i haven't really been myself lately... We're all still experiencing life and whether we like it or not somethings just change..
Cuess I'll have to change my new years resolution ahahah!man it was foolish of me to psycho myself ahahah! ah well thats that! I'm back to my happy whacky self again! oh yeah... and i would like to say a big THANK YOU to all my friends who have been with me all the way the good and the bad.

P.S: i noe this blog entry is lyk WTH! but i just had to get something of my chest so yea... :D
~Be happy always~ :D
Maria Christina L. Amante

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

It's Called Courtesy FOOLS!

OK! this is a blog entry about my family outing yesterday. The purpose? well, last minute shopping for shoes and all the necessary school stuff... It was quite fun.. we went to Simei and apparently did a mad goose chase to find a shop to repair our remote control... However there wasn't one so we gave up and had our lunch next. Lunch was at banquet and BOY were there alot of people. The usual happened Mom gave us money and we buk our makan rite? so far so good.. everyone had their makan EXCEPT my sister...
She was queuing up at this stall * i shall be nice enough not to reveal which stall * but apparently the line was long... Guess what happens next? The stall vendors may have been blind or something not to notice her and started taking orders from the back.. ok..not so bad u may say.. BUT when this happened SOME OH SO CONSIDERATE PEOPLE started junping the queue... and i mean jumping! WOW they can travel far... from all the way behind. they ;and up at the counter within like 3 seconds... The best part was when the stall vendors heard my sisters order wrongly.. MAN SHE BLEW IT! *fine this incident not so bad u sae*
THIS INCIDENT GETS MY BLOOD BOILING! you know how they say we teenagers are rude yada yada yada....or how they shake their heads and say, what are they teaching kis in school today... I suggest some of the older generation should eat their words. THEY are supposedly to set the example WE LEARN FROM THEM! * no im not saying that teens don't have brains to think * so.. we were at the MRT station everyone got out... and that annoying beeping sound was already on..WHICH*if some of you STILL DON NOT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS... THE DOORS ARE CLOSING* i REPEAT CLOSING.. and it was crowded.. but this OLD yes OLD guy comes dashing and PUSHES me! HELLR! he did mutter excuse me but it doesn't mean he has to push! *btw he was rushing to board the train* ah well.. i really dont know what to say perhaps im overeactong ahh.. wadev...

Where art though courtesy?

Maria Christina (car)