NOT GOOD!

PROMOS ARE IN LIKE LESS THAN 30 DAYS TIME! DEFINITELY NOT GOOD! so as of tmr... YES TOMMOROW! ill be staying back in school till 9 o'clock as in P.M as in NIGHT to study... u heard me right STUDY!
I DO NOT i repeat DO NOT WISH/ WANT/ DESIRE/ DREAM TO RETAIN! however.. being the perfect idiot i already am.. im having lotsa problems in a jc system...

Here is whats gonna happen if i FAIL PROMOS!
1) Go back to the Philippines to study
2) (provided we strike toto) go to australia to study *i would definitely love this of course...
3) Commit suicide *DEFINITELY NOT AN OPTION ILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO!*

HOWEVER! this is what is holding me back..
1) I SUFFERED TOO LONG HERE
2) MY FAMILY IS HERE
3) ALL MY FRIENDS ARE HERE
4) IM GONNA DIE IF I CANT CONTINUE TO DANCE + SYF IS NEXT YEAR


so however sucky the situation may seem.. im gonna MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG!

so wish me good luck and pls pray for me...

Life is a high way..... u either avoid the cars.. jump over them... or die trying..
*ok dat was random*
peace out every one i love you all....

STUPID ME!

RAPTURE WAS UBER COOL! FINALLY AFTER 2 YEARS! I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE IT! FUN FUN FUN UNDER THE SUUUUUUN! ok maybe not under the sun.... I remember after the first half i felt so how do you put it... zappy?? hahah! It was like ENRGY ENERGY ENERGY! oh well it's over... MOVING ON...


*fast forward to one day later: afternoon*

Recently. ive been a mess! like seriously! so everything went as per normal... except i was feeling INCREDIBLY irritable....

Then we had chemistry consultation... and that was when it happened....
I SO EMBARASSED MY SELF! AHHHHHHHHHHHH! IM not gonna say wad happened... i just hope it wont become frequent...
stupid shyts..........

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

and so this concludes my blog entry... stupid yea i know...

P.S
I'M MISSING SINGFEST! WT FUDGE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!