Promise...

There she was, sitting at her desk staring at the pieces of paper before her. She felt nothing but emptiness. Why? Why did she have to fall into her deep slumber and live her nightmares. How could it be? Her head started feeling heavy. She was falling asleep again. The thought of her sleeping caused her to jolt up straight. She must not sleep. For if she sleeps it will be the end of her.
" I will not let this pull me down. I will not succumb to the darkness. For too long i have tried and work hard, yet to succeed. "
She hung her head in prayer, for she was afraid of the deep sleep she once succmbed to. Swallowing back her tears she recalled her past. All she could think of was regret, regret, regret.... She held back her tears, for her tears would show her as a weak fighter. Instead she concealed it by stifling a yawn. Then fear crept up to her. For too long this beast has won over and over again. What if... what if she loses to the beast in the end? How will she face her family and friends who she truly loves to the bottom of her heart.
" I will not loose."
For too many a times she has let down the ones she loved. For too many a times she has been left in the lonely darkness of despair. She could not relive her past again. She must not allow the past to haunt her over and over again. She bit her lip.
Then with all the courage and determination she could muster, she promised herself if she looses the battle, she will forever be stuck in the darkness. In the darkness deep inside her heart. Where no one would be able to reach her. Heaving a heavy sigh she made a forbidden swear, risking her future, her life. Now her journey begins...

Author: M.C.L.A
* I'm sorry, and i promise....*