WITHDRAW! wait..WHAT RESULTS!?

yup.. you read right... i withdrew frome MI..though not for the reason whom i told to many people. hehe. anyways, I'm just gonna bring in some highlights from MI.
First one i will forever remember is taking the wrong train hahah! ME, Shiwen and Sigit were heading home. As usual we took the train and all. From Bukit Batok, to Jurong East. We alighted from the train as per usual, but what we didn't realise was we alighted on the wrong side. So bimbotically the three of us boarded the train on the wrong platform and ended up on Boon Lay. The best part was we didn't realise it till EVERYONE in the train was getting off! MAN THAT WAS HILARIOUS! hahaha! But it was a good thigh cos from then on we PURPOSELY board that train so dat we can get sits hahaha!
Hmm... Next was the food. YEP! i ate there in the end.... =_= I had chicken rice all along until one day my stomach said.. ENOUGH NO MORE CHICKEN RICE! So what i did was try the CHICKEN CHOP! MAN! that was WOOOOHH! brings new flavour to chicken chop... there was so little coleslaw and baked beans, THERE WASNT EVEN FRIES! AHHH! i seriously seriously think that i took TMS canteen for granted. Yes it may be small but the food is GREAT! i especially miss aunty shirley's dishes and the MALAY RICE! AHHHHH! even the sandwich tastes odd to me... AND I MISS TOAST! BOOOOO!
Well on to lessons, their OH SO FUN especially when you sit at the back. If you know what i mean. HAHA! OH and I just HAD to visit the library before i leave so i did. COOL MAN! TWO FLOORS! AHHHH! but more on research kinda books..not story books =_= ah well... at least can bring youlr bags and drinks in... like YAY! hahah! DRINKS! AND CAN USE HANDPHONE! AND MP3! hahaha! i know i know im a tad bit too amused.. thats cos in Tms the library is small... and you cant use ur MP3s BUT! I MISS THE LIBRARIAN!!!! BOOOOHOOOO!
Moving on to my class peeps, their a nice bunh of people. Very friendly. WE EVEN HAD A CLASS OUTING.. which i didn't go for... I HAD A GOOD REASON OK! i e ven got a not from bonnie! YAY BONNIE! hahaha! im gonna miss them.. they were nice to me..u know a loner loser like me... haha!
Well, theres many many more things to write like P.E session and all but im having a really bad stomachache... since yesterday... *ouch* i guess might be food poisoning... =_= right then of to the loo...

*peace out*

P.S RESULTS IS THIS THURSDAY! LYK WTH I HAVENT MEDITATED YET! GOSH! AH GAH! WAH! DOOOM!

Ok...

Well survived the orientation, and the past 2 daes at MI. not bad huh? hahaha! oh yeah and i got my pay too! WHEEEEE! well one things for sure i do have my regrets... ah well.. too late now huh? Bloody Hell... thats wad u really call crying over spilt milk. well experienced how lessons were like sorta...not bad really... now if i could just stay awake... =_= i miss dance... so baaadly... well... everyone is lyk dead scared for results now... INCLUDING ME! lyk DUH! but i still hvnt gotten any of those weird dreams...
I'm barely surviving... i feel so empty most of the time... man... i have no idea wads going on with me... bloody hell... IM DEPRESSED! JENG JENG! hahaha! Whatever who cares... URGH! man... and for some reason or another o started hating meself... WAHHHHHHHH!
I NEED DISTRACTIONS! wait... that's running away... and running away NEVER works... darn it... hmm well i guess this is wad u get for leaving in a fantasy world huh? BLOODY HELL! IT'S 2008 ALREADY!? AH SCREW!
And yup i've been swearing alloooooot... lyk jeez... ahahaha! WOOOH! I CAN DO THIS! I CAN DO THIS! DIE STUPID FOOL! DIE DIE DIE DIE! yup i've become a deranged maniac. God help me. buh byes doofus!

dont worry... this is just a temporary personality that i;ve developed and i should be fine after awhile..... hopefully

*peace out*

MI OIIII!

Well...first was oh shyt..maybe i shldnt have come here...maybe i should withdraw... then BAM! It AIN'T that bad after all so im not gonna withdraw just yet haha! oh im so whacked. Well...this is wad happened.. i went for the first day, it was BORING! NO ONE WANTED TO GET INTO THE CHEERING AND ALL! I WAS LIKE! OMG! COME ONE! GO CRAZY A LITTLE! man... i admire the councillors... haha! then UNFORTUNATELY I COULDNT GOOO! for second day. I like food poisoning or sth. hahaha! they played a cool detective game lah! damn fun!

Well then EVERYTHING happened on the second day. Morning started out a little dry till we started playing the bomb bomb game... hahaha. then there was all the talks and all which i was lost in. hahhaha! AFTER THAT! was the MASS DANCE! JENG JENG! we were supposed to have random partners and all haha! but thank god Sigit, Shiwen and Stefan arranged a plan. AND GUESS WAD!? was able to partner with stefan, then changed to sigit. so i danced with sigit first. then stefan just HAAAAD to pull me back and dance with him. cos that's where my embarassment all started. hahaha! cos of him..he caught the attention of the OGL..then we got pulled up to stage... hahha!

At first we danced the Mass Dance... then we got held back to have a final dance off battle. with other couples AND THAT WAS WHRE ALL MY ONE MONTH OF NOn DANCING WENT. hahah! they played random songs and i just let go... couldn give a shyt no more... it was hilarious..hahaha! and i got the vote of dance princess ><

After that we went to our clans to prepare for our item... our mascott was cooool! hahha! really looked like jimmy neutron. FUUUNAAAYYY! oh rite i haven't told the clans names... There was: Addams (sigit), Flinstones(stefan), Neutrons *BRAIN BLAST!*(shiwen,me),Robinsons,Jetsons and the Simpsons. hahaha! It was just fuunnaaayyy watching all their mascotts and all... hahaha!

OH yeah! and did i mention stefan had found his kind of ppl. it was lyk OMG! stefan no. 1,2,3,4,5...WAH LAU! hahaha! then find fren already ditch us! URGH! IDIOT! IDIOT IDIOT! Ah well too bad that MI is just too far... =_= hahah! well gotta blast! can't wait for first day of sch. haha as in lessons and shyt.

P.S Sigit, Me, Shiwen and Stefan are the final four survivors ahahaha! OH yeah... Stefan won Mr MI. URGH! stupid bugger with swollen head. haha!

Officially seventeen :) / :(

Yes yes i know i said ill update the picture.. BUT I CANT DANG IT! so ANNOYING AHHHHHHHHHH! *breathes*

Anyway... yes im officially seventeen. haha! had a mini celebration at home yesterday. We had pizzahut and KFC cos i was working... haha! then there was cake of course. i was like GOSH! im seventeen? i'm seriously turning seventeen? man.. slow down PUHLEEZE! the years have flown by too fast. although yes i admit i wouldnt want to relive the o levels again haha! i felt kinda happy and sad at the same time. haha! cos it marks both the end and beginning of certqain things.. haha! ah well u cant stop time can u UNLESS! "I'm Hiro nakamura" JENG JENG! hahaha! Then my grandma called. as usual haha! And one of the questions she asked was wait for it.... Do you have a boyfriend yet? I'm like noooooo. then i thought... dang it I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND!? UAARGGHHH! then i thought again.. *yea i do aloooooooooot of thinking* am i even ready to go into a relationship *like sheesh how deep can i get?* ah well... i don't know boyfriend or not i'm still enjoying my life haha!

Anyway this section is dedicated to all my friends for greeting me and wishing me a happy birthday. I THANK U ALLL SOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR REMEMBERING! *cos u know i soo cant remember birthdays and yes i almost forgot it was my birthday hahahah!* I LOVE U ALL! *MUUUUUUAAAAACKKKKKSSSSSZZZZZZ!!!!!* ;D and i promise i'll try my very best to remember all ur birhtdays! hahaha! THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN FOR MAKING MY BIRHTDAY A DAY TO REMEMBER! LOTSA LOVE AND KISSES! XoXoXoXoXoXoXoXo hahahahaha!


P.S YEA MAN WORK IS GETTING SO MUCH MORE RELAXING! cos there aint much people which means not many things to fold! JENG JENG!!!! and i miss all my friends :( *tears* especially bitch club hehe... got lotsa catching up to do. oh n i made a new year resolution... to try and update my blog as often as possible hahaha! *peace*

~Maria Maria~

Outings + work*(more on outings)

Lah lah lah... Holidays are on the roll!!! I've not been doing much... i think... haha! Just been going dance classes at studio wu which i have to STOP going to cos im WORKING! haha! Then went outings with W.C and Sigit. Oh yeah and east coast park with C.Y which turned out HILARIOUS! WAHAHAHAHA! Making me realised im probably the unluckiest person on earth!

Darn it i should have blogged straight away after every outing but i was so lazy... Urgh! now i can hardly remember anything.... ok here goes.... I remember going out with Sigit and W.C.... we went Sim Lim Square and practically asked almost every shop about the price of a PSP slim... wahahhaha! It was rather interesting hearing how each shopkeeper tried to convince us! After that none of us wanted to go town so we ended up going to Sigits' place! haha! And of all things we played with rubberbands! Oh yeah and that was when i saw Sigits bleached hair! It was kinda cool actually! Will upload some phtos of them shooting rubberbands haha!

Right then there was the east coast park trip with chee yang. GAWD that was FUNNY! we rented a bike each and cycled all the way to burger king. Had a hearty meal and met my sister. THATS where things got interesting.. well after that technically. we went out rode our respective bikes. then i realised my bike got harder to ride on so i figures..hmm maybe it's the gear. so i tried switching gears.. but THAT didnt work. so chee yang tried and help. THAT was when i realised my back tyre was FLAT! WOOOHOOOOO! lyk dang it! but we still decided to ride it anyway. that was when everything fell apart literally. haha! the back tyre gave way and the whole rubber thingy came out. it was hilarious. and yes we were "bimbotic" enough to push the bike back. man... wad a day. HEY BUT AT LEAST WE GET SEXY TONED BODIES! hahahahah!

Now about work... work is fun...sorta...boring...sorta... hahah! first day of sales was FREAAAAKKKYYY! im lyk GOSH HUMANS ARE SOMETIMES SAVAGES! hahaha! no offense. EVERYTHING was in a mess..and it definitely bringd new meaning to the words: do it over and over again. haha! well it's good experience though. at least i know for sure my level of confidence has gone up haha! that's cos i wouldnt dare to talk to anyone but now...JENG JENG! i can talk to them loud and clear haha! my legs were ACHING!lemme rephrase that.. they were KILLING ME! hahaha! And wei chong classified on the different sort of um... u know... people..haha i dont noe if ill get into trouble for this but hey i gotta speak my mind somtimes. and i remember one incident oh so clearly. i had a few clothes on my shoulder.. then someone tokk a piece of the clothing. that i didn't mind. what happened was after she finished looking at it she put it back on my shoulder like i was a shelf or sth without saying a word. I'm like HUH!? at first i felt kinda offended.. but hey at least she gave it back to me hahaha! ah well next blog will feature photos...jeng jeng at least ill try to upload haha!

First time uploading photos! :)

WOOOOH! UPLOADED! COOL! ok this are random photos so yah...

I LOVE DANCE!

It's 11.40. The TV is on and I'm multi tasking. Watchin Amazing Race hahaha! The goth couple is COOL! KYNT and VYXSIN if im not wrong... hahhaaha! Vyxsin getting sorta emotional about the people in Africa..so sweeet... U C NOT ALL GOTHS ARE BAD! AND I SO PITY JASON *he looks like *Johnny Depp dont u think?* and LORENA... hahahha! WHEEE!
Anyways. YES I LOVE DANCE! hahaha! Went to multiple lessons in Studio Wu for ALMOST a month now. The more regular one is Jazz. First class was latin Jazz... Wasn't too bad but wasn't too good either. NOw we are doing sorta lyrical *RUNNING AFTER BILLY* hahhahaa! The song is called precious things and DANG IT the choreo is phsically challenging for me. haha! Having very limited technique and EXTREMELY poor memory i always screw up the dance. but i enjoy myself though :D. I just hope i can make it next week and she finishes the choreo, cos I'm Starting work soon! *YAY ME!* hmm... oh yeah... today was MADNESS i tell you MADNESS! Went for house. It was a gendre ever so new to me. There was alot of leg work, The warm ups were fine..., but when it came to the choreo all i could do was stand there and look stunned. HOUSE IS COOL! I SOOOO WANA GO FOR MORE! but all good things have to come to an end.... * OH NO LORENA AND JASON ARE LAST THEIR ELIMINATED! WHYYYYYYYYY!?????? OMG! SO SAAD!!*
Well I'm glad i got the opportunithy to dance suring the hols, If not i think i would have grown fat and died. I learnt alot and i think i will forget alot haha! But i heard from somewhere that sometimes eveen if your heart forgets things your body remembers it :D I hope I'll still be able to dance in the future. Even better if i could preform. *sigh* some things are not meant to be huh? hahha! :) It's ok. I still believe in dreaming and building castles in the air. haha! Just as long as i don't drive myself nuts.

*p.s I've still yet post pictures... wonder if I'll be able to haha*

X-TINA! :P
*CIAO!*

Dum dee dum...

OMG! IM SOOOO BOOOORREEEDDD! HELP ME! it's not that ive got nothing to do. Believe me ive gotta ton of things to do. one of which is refurbishing my room. It's not as easy being the messy person that i am. I HAD NO IDEA WHERE TO START! well i did anyway. And my room still looks far from spectacular. i just hope i can get it neat enough before December... which will be a miracle since its a few days from now. Speaking of which im gonna start work on December 4th. *YAY ME!* i hope i dont screw it up. meaning i dont lose my temper at the customers cos i seriously need the job. Gotta earn back what I've spent during my money suckin school days. hahah! Yup those were the times....
I MISS SCHOOL! YES I MISS SCHOOL! i miss going to the library holding F4 meetings. I miss morning bitching. I miss TRAVELLING to school in the morning. I miss the Chap Teh that is bound to be stuck at the ceiling for eternity. I miss doing my duties. I miss sitting with my class and being forced to sing and say the pledge loudly. I DEFINITELY MISS RUNNING FOR RECCESS! yup... we human beings sure take alot of things for granted. *sigh* I just hope my results wont come out too horrendous that im not able to visit school ever again. Ah well.. it is our destiny... hahahha!
Anyways, enough of the flashbacks long ago, lets go to a more recent one. Example... YESTERDAY! well yesterday was a last minute oragnised outing with me, W.C, and sigit....plus a very unexpected person in the group C.Y *forgive me* haha! we had a blast though. Cam *how do u spell that word?* with the i mac i think. hahahaha! We went to visit the rest of 5A crew at taka with no hidden intentions of course *ehm ehm*. Then went to wheelock to get w.c ipod checked out for the tenth thousandth time. And that was when the camera shots began haha.. ill post my pictures, if i learn how to that is. After that we went to the arcade and played... DAYTONA! THIS TIME W.C FINALLY LOST! well not to me but to Sigit. he was DAAARRNNN HAPPY! hahaha! After that me and C.Y had to rush off for dance class.... Sry guys i promise ill make it up to u :).
Well we went for J/K pop i found it alrite i just cant get my coordination rite. and im still fascinated how can a person move his head side to side over great distances. SERIOUS! hahahaha! Then cam C.Y FAVOURITE MOMENT. PILATES! i have to admit it wasnt too bad. I should do her exercises and get a nice toned body. WOOO! We had to use this sorta rubbery stretchy elasticy material for our stretching it was weird and cool at the same time hahaha. There were like crunches and all... And I HAD NO IDEA THERE WERE LIKE LEVEL ONE/ TWO work outs... i was lyk WHAT!? this is level one!? IM ALREADY DYING! i hope i can make it nxt week... but i doubt it... aw man..... shucks.... I WANA HAVE A TONED SEXY BODY! RAAAWWWWR! ah well...
After that we went to Lau Pa Sat... is dat how u spell it???? or is dat even the rite name??? hahhaha! There wwas like a row of satay stalls and they were all comming to us tryin to get us to buy... hahahaha! i was sooo lost and blur i just gave a bimbotic look to all of them... What!? if it were ur first time there u would too! Well we manged to get our own seat inside this cool looking place... it reminded me of a church and a train station at the same time. We ordered stingray and of course satay. The stingray was YUMMY cos it was HOT HOT HOT! hahha! i alomost died.... i couldn squeeze the lime though.... hahahha! Satay was fanastic too.... man... After that ICE KACHANG! YAY! hahahaha... I'm definitely going back there again being the pig that i am. I've yet to try alooot of things hahaha! Well thats about all i can remember. OH YEAH my brother bought 2 mre games. Crazy taxi and Bleach... I played his psp yesterday without his knowledge till loike 12 midnight. hmm... maybe ill get a psp of my own....

*Goodbye my lover* Random much....
~Christina~

I Have always loved You. And forever will.

JENG JENG!!! the title caught your attention didn't it!? HAHA! It's not something i would normally write, although yes i'm a hopeless romantic. The title is about my class. WE HAD GRAD NITE YESTERDAY!! IT WAS THE BOMB! haha! I can't believe how many times i had to go up on stage. Hm.. first was the outstanding student award, then, the lucky draw, after that lucky draw again. I didn't win the grand prize but Sigit did though! HAHA! His lucky numbers were 3, 5 and 7 if im not wrong haha. 5 and 7 were taken so he chose 3. The numbers meaning the box. there were altogether 10 boxes haha! I chose box number 2 and got myself a nice Marina Square 50$ voucher! SIGIT GOT THE iPOD NANOOOOOOOO! hahaha! Congrats!
Ook here goes. Being with the same classmates for 5 years in Secondary School is different than being with your primary schoolmates. At least that applies to me. We have seen each other grown, from the boys wearing "short pants" and being shorter than the girls, to them wearing their "OMG! THE PANTS BLOODY HOT LAH!" long pants. The girls, from little girls to sexy hot chicks! With Skirts getting shorter. I have to admit that 5A can be one of the worst class ever. I know i know, your thinking OMG HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT! But seriously, we bitch, we destroy, we take advantage, and we hardly ever study. ok more like never. But yet, after all the shyt ive been through and all the times ive been hurt by 5A and have hurt 5A, they hold a very special place in my heart.
I guess many of you would think " She's a freaking hypocrtie." I guess you can say that. But you see, I've finally realised, we are family, that's the reason we sometimes say things too casually and talk too casually. If you get my drift. 5 A can easily be your worst nightmare if you get to our wrong side. We are notorious, of course the most memorable is the burning of the toilet. A little bit of "fun" went out of hand. Ah... Memories. Haha!
But whatever it is i thought it over and yes i love 5A. haha! it's just pure love. No explanation . Do they call it unconditional love or something? I don't know hahahahA! Now that grad nite is over i do feel a little bit of empitness... No more teasings from my classmates, no more srcastic remarks by our OH SO FAVOURITE TEACHER. Therefore I hope and pray that whatever happens next year we will not brood too much about it. I know that there will definitely be tears to shed, lotsa anger and definitely regret. But whatever it is, i hope we can move on and remain in contact. Because 5A is a class which I don't think i would ever find a class like that. 5A I have always loved you. And forever will.

From the bottom of my heart, Thank you for all the shitty but also good times we had.

Member of Class 5Aspiration/ Alamak/ Aiyo/....
Maria Christina~
Ciao!

ITS ALL OVER!

WOOOHOOO!!! WEEEHOOOO!!! WOOOHHOOOO!!! WEEEHOOOO! FREEDOM! It's been 6 freaking days since 'o' levels ended. AS IN OFICIALLY! AS IN THE LAST OF THE LAST PAPER! Well... I shall not talk about it cos I DONT CARE NO MORE!
More importantly I WENT TO LP *for all those idiots out here it satnds for linkin park* CONCERT! WWOOOT! WOOOT! wahahahahaha! i miss them.. :'( i sort wished i was in the mosh pit... bu then again they made us wait for an hour before they starded.. i would have died in the moshpit... BUT STILL!!! THEY THREW DRUMSTICKS! ADN SHIRTS! AND BOTTLES! AND CHESTER! hahaha! Quotes: " You all are ruthless man. Tugging at my broken wrist, grabbing my jewellery! Maybe next time I'll just come down there and punch one of you" it's not accurate but yeah he said something lyk dat. hahhaha! I went deaf for a day. Couldnt speak for one night. HECK! IT WAS WORTH IT!
The next concert I wana got to is MCR *Again for all those goons, it stands for My Chemical Romance!* BUT I CANT! NO ONE ID GOIN WITH ME! APART FROM THAT, IM WORKING! yes.. im going to work!
OH AND GRAdYTE IS TOMMOROW! i di last minute shopping yesterday. So if i look horrible i dont care. BUT I LOVE MY SHOES!!!! if im not wrong it 3 inches high! WAHAHAHAH! yay me! Ive still yet to achieve wearing 5 inches heels... hmm maybe ill get one for chirstmas..... hehehe.... PASKO NA NAMAN!
Oops gtg. gotta help w.c find his trench coat.. it's been three days so God please help us haha!


CIAO! :D

O Levels OVER!!!

My gawd... i think i just screwed up my life.... the o-levels didnt even feel like o-levels.... aw man....

well... here are my back up plannnnssssssss.............sssssss.......

If JC not possible.

Then Polytechninc, courses: mass comm, Psychology and Drama

If still fails: MI

If still fails again... then hmm...: NAFA or LASALLE

If still cannot: Fly back to the Phillippines and take up performing arts there...i guess...

If DIE DIE REALLLY DIE! then what to do???: DIE LAH!

man...I'm so $*)$*@)! ah well... thats life i guess.... ups and downs... but seems like more downers for me. whatever comes, will come. So i pray that I'll still be sane. It's time to face whatever shyt that i deserve and hope for mercy ahahaah!

Ciao! Signing off: Bamabino

IM RUNNING to FLY

As predicted i've got horrible results and yes i know that for the last two entries ive been an emo twerp. This will be my final entry until ive got the urge/ time to blog again. so here are a few things i want to say to a few people before my temporary leave.
I'm sorry...
to my friends who had so much faith in me.
to my family and teachers who had so much hope in me.
to anyone that i have recently been a Biatch to.
to my siblings for they wont be able to look up to me.
and most of all myself for letting my dreams slip away.

All is not lost, im gonna run like ive never run before and use every ounce of my energy to perform the biggest miracle in my history. I pray that my pleas of help will get answered and that the big boss up there will forgive my mistakes. Tonight, Maria died and Christina was born.

The biggest mistake anyone can make is to fail.

Promise...

There she was, sitting at her desk staring at the pieces of paper before her. She felt nothing but emptiness. Why? Why did she have to fall into her deep slumber and live her nightmares. How could it be? Her head started feeling heavy. She was falling asleep again. The thought of her sleeping caused her to jolt up straight. She must not sleep. For if she sleeps it will be the end of her.
" I will not let this pull me down. I will not succumb to the darkness. For too long i have tried and work hard, yet to succeed. "
She hung her head in prayer, for she was afraid of the deep sleep she once succmbed to. Swallowing back her tears she recalled her past. All she could think of was regret, regret, regret.... She held back her tears, for her tears would show her as a weak fighter. Instead she concealed it by stifling a yawn. Then fear crept up to her. For too long this beast has won over and over again. What if... what if she loses to the beast in the end? How will she face her family and friends who she truly loves to the bottom of her heart.
" I will not loose."
For too many a times she has let down the ones she loved. For too many a times she has been left in the lonely darkness of despair. She could not relive her past again. She must not allow the past to haunt her over and over again. She bit her lip.
Then with all the courage and determination she could muster, she promised herself if she looses the battle, she will forever be stuck in the darkness. In the darkness deep inside her heart. Where no one would be able to reach her. Heaving a heavy sigh she made a forbidden swear, risking her future, her life. Now her journey begins...

Author: M.C.L.A
* I'm sorry, and i promise....*

Long Ago...

In the year 2007, there was a girl, so full of hopes and dreams and promises. She had so much desire to fulfill her dreams and always pushed on no matter what. Unfortunately, she bears a curse. Being exposed to too much pressure she shuts down emotionally, another side of her appears. No one can tell the difference because she looks, acts and talks the same. However if you were to monitor her closely, you will see the drastic change in attitude towards thing in life. For 3 months, she has slept, everything happening around her a dream...no a nightmare, a nightmare she couldn't wake up from.
Th darkness that enveloped her was too great. All she wanted to do was sleep for eternity. But then luckily approximately 5 weeks before a fate-deciding trial she hears a voice and wakes up to see a weak, but yet surely a shimmer of hope. It may not be too late if she pulls herself together to overcome the upcoming trial. A trial which decides her future. Who will she become, what will she become. All in just pieces of paper. She is now struggling hard to keep herself from sleeping again. Because if she does, it may be her last...


Author: M.C.L.A

*The most hardest thiing to do is overcoming youself.*

Ahh..The joys of mugging!

AHHHHHH!!!! I AM SO LOSING IT! 3 DAYS OF AMATHS!*iseenumbers* ok relaxin...*does the deep breathin shyt...* darn i still see numbers...o wait thats the calculator..u wad i mean? SOMEBODY SAVE ME!*hallucinates* prince charming!
*COLLAPSE...*
What awaits our mentally disturbed fren? tune in tmr evnin or the day after...
m.c.l.a
*number charm*

Eh!? Got SuCh ThinGs A HoliDayS!?

This is so cool! He. He. I'm not telling what or why though cause if I did people are gonna start hunting me down. Anyway. back to the old n boring yipping of me. Let's see teachers' day just passed.- It wasn't as fun as last year though. But yea we still had the durianc ceremony, but without the human sacrifice again. *sigh*. I can't believe it's our last teacher's day. so depressing. Yes! Depressing... after 5 years of teacher's day as a class... I!LOVE 5A' After all the shit we have been through together of course I'll miss my class. From our deepest regrets to our hopes and dreams. I definitely know now that I do not regret choosing to go into a normal academic Class.
Moving on, after the celebrations me, W.C, Geraldine and Diyana * I'm sorry I don't know the spelling * went to vivo city. We caught up on old times, it really was a shame Marlissa couldn't make it. She was tired from organizing teacher's day in her school. That's ok Marlissa :D. we'll definitely meet some other time! We watched Evan Almighty. wasn't to bad. Man... I thought I'd be dead for sure cause I reached home midnight. Phew! Thank Big Boss up there nothing happened.
Oh! and I'm so into the movie 13 going on 30. Absolutely wonderful! Although * pardon me* Jenifer Garner looked like a guy from behind. But! Overall it was a fantastic movie.
Back to reality. It's the "school holidays" where we are supposed to calmly mug for exam. Doom!Ah well, it's a student's life. so I gotta stop here or i'll end up dead next year. Buh bye then... Happy mugging! Gag...

M.C.L Amante
Do or DIE! "shag Ah!?

PreLIMS!

Alright serioously, I've got to get into the tempo of scoring A1's. Well a few updates... Motivation Camp was like 3~4 weeks ago. It was lets see, inspiring, enriching yet sad and depressing. I would like to thank Mr Ramesh, Mr Gomez and *darn i forgot his name* Mervyn i think. I would say I'm doing much better in my studies. I'm just afraid that it might not be good enough. Mr K was right, we are living our regrets now. My regrets? I slacked my ass off during sec three and four and I'm suffering SHYT! But.. life goes on. AND I'M NOT A QUITTER! I WILL NOT QUIT! yes we all get tired but do we all say this is it let it be the end and let me sleep forever! oh yeah and i didn't get through the SAJC auditions but that's ok it has re-lit the fire in me to do well. I just hope that fire won't die so soon.

Motivation camp: I learnt that whatever it is, wherever life takes you be true to yourself always. Cause the greatest regret is that you lie to yourself and end up following others, ending up in deeper shyt then EVER! GO MARIA GO!


Oh and i sorta wrote a song for the class.... It's NICE! if you wanna hear it you'll have to FORCE i repeat FORCE me to sing.... cause i get nervous singing in public. Here is a preview:

Goodbye~! Goodbye~! My Friends
I Hope I'll be Seeing You again

Yup thats the preview AND ITS COPYRIGHTED IM GONNA KIIL not sue KILL YOU IF YOU USE IT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION ALL OF YOU UNORIGINAL TOOTS! *wait i shouldnt be saying that. what if my lyrics were subconsciously copied... ah wadeva* BURN IN HELL!

Prelims is NEXT WEEK! i know that some schools are like done or half way through their prelims...I'm sacred! That's because the Prelims are most likely the marks you are gonna get for your O's. DANG IT! NO I WILL NOT LISTEN TO THE: NO LAH PRELIMS ARE SET AT A HARDER STANDARD! *gag* I WILL SCORE BY HOOK OR BY CROOK! BECAUSE I AM MARIA CHRISTINA L. AMANTE AND I CAN DO GREAT THINGS!

Life is not easy and it never will be. it's only gonna get harder do i've gotta change my mindset on things. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! AND FLY TO YOUR DREAMS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I love life!

*sigh* i think I'm going mental. I can just imagine the day.... Alright candidates stop writing put your pens down...
I'll definitely be carrying a sign pointing to the doors *FREEDOM*

THat's it im gonna score and i will stop living my regrets it's time to move on! for the past is not equals to the future!

The girl full of hopes and dreams~
Maria Christina L. Amante

BacK to SchOOl U MORON!

I had the luxury of using the computer during the school hols' but NOOOOOOO! i just wanted to continue sleeping *ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz* oh! where was i? rite, end of school hols... i wouldn't really call it the school hols myself... i mean the first 2 weeks of the holidays we had lessons till like late in the afternoon ><..then there was science camp -->which was actually fun. There was council camp which i HAD to fall sick and couldn't go! *YES ITS THE TRUTH!!!* So here i am now trying to blog. I'm not a heavy blogger, i mean look at my entries their like once every blue moon. ah heck! i blog for me, myself and I hahahaha!

Well, the science camp was fun yet a torture at the same time. Again i only slept for around 2 hours haha. oh and that Stefan wouldn't stop bugging me. SHEESH! Am i like the prime target for easy teasing? haha! But i don't take this kinda things to heart so it's OK! We slept in the student centre, but then again i hardly slept. I watched Ocean's 11. i know i'm slow+_+ oh and i was able to show my evil side during the night MUAHAHAHAHAHAH! We were given crash courses on the topics and then worksheets to do. KILLER! AHHHHHHHHH! but mr. oh was patient with our class so i salute him hahaha! Thorough the camp i also got to know my classmates better which i regret not doing in the past. *ah regrets regrets*
Right i missed council camp *SORRY GRAPELING! ><* and i feel bad. SORRY GERRI! i had minor food poisoning i guessed hahaha! didn't go doctor >< DANCE FAREWELL!

It was ok. haha! really whacky especially with the dangerous combinations of Ramnah, Dinah, Janice and of course MWAH! haha! we had the dance studio to ourselves and we went WILD! burn all the fats! YAY! hmm... too bad SOMEONE was not there. shopping overseas hahaha! apparently quite popular sae..all asking: eh, wheres *beep* HAHAHA! AHHHHHHH! JOOKES!!!! ><> hahahaha!
U press the button and the cymbals go clang clang! hahah! FUN! Janice got drama queen, Ramnah got joke book, Dinah got a Chair for her phone, Salmah got a bikini thingy, Renu got all things pink, Farah got alot of smiley balls! *key chains u dirty minded fools!* hahaha! han zhe got a pillow. it was SMASHING! hahaha! I can't think of what else to write so i'm gonna end here. Toodles!

P.S SAJC DANCE AUDITION THIS SATURDAY!!! HEEEEELP! *yes i applied* ><
LOVE TMS FREESTYLES!!!!!! THANKS ALOT!

Maria Christina L. Amante~ Best Monkey

2 months since last entry...WTF!?

ok here it goes... Major events that have been happening the past 2 months? Well S.Y.F of course! and... there's also the exams. AH MEH! S.Y.F was scary! 2 days before the actual S.Y.F i kept on listening to the music and it almost drove me nuts! Sunday i missed church and stayed home... i was seriously panicking... We didn't have any practice on Sunday. I was sorta hoping we did, cos I would be able to let go all my nervousness. BUT NO! We were told to stay home and rest. haha! well its ok, i don't blame anyone for that. Well then came the actual day, MONDAY!

I woke up at like 4 O'clock cos we had to be in school by 6. Ended up spending $8 dollars i think for a cab. RUSH HOUR FEES URGH! almost got lost..didn't know where to turn at siglap... the driver initially asked me if can go by Siglap, i say can. I assumed he know how to get there from then on but NO! He asked me turn left or right? i was like Eh!? Your asking a girl who likes to stay home all day!? well thank God, God was on my side we waited at the junction for about half a minute before I realised where we were. haha! Well when I reached school a few people were there already. Then came the make up and costumes. whatever u say i HATE make up. i repeat i HATE make up... i only like eyeshadow and eyeliner.. haha! I kinda like my wig though... maybe i should perm my hair. hmm...

Anyway when make up was done, all the indian dancers had like shaped eyebrows, and super sharp noses. We looked so different especially with the make up so thick! it was like cake on your face. BUT BUT BUT! i liked the puutu *is dat what u call it? the one that sticks to your forehead* it was NIIIICE~ LOVED IT! However, we still hadn't put on our fake eyelashes. Now THAT's an experience ill never forget. We had our last few rounds of rehearsals in the hall, and the Principal and Vice Principal came and talked to us, motivating us in other words. I wasn't listening.. haha! sry! WHAT!? all i could think of was d dance and how to hold the radio properly. I'm not a bad girl OKAY!?

Well Next was the journey there and i must thank Chee Yang for bringing his Mp3 along with him. Although he went a little nuts when we were reaching the UCC hall.. he was clawing YES CLAWING the window...HAHA! OH! and thank you aunty Shirely for the wonderful toast! oh yeah and i had my fake lashes put on. it felt SUPER uncomfortable. Like pubic hair growing at your eyelids. hahaha! I was wide awake and jittery but there were a few dancers who were sleeping ahaha! i wanted to but CAN't man...I wanted it to be worthwhile cos it was my first and perhaps *who knows?* my last S.Y.F *my knees are giving way hopefully it's nothing* Well when we went there we saw SCGS it was interesting... they did ballet EN POINTE! i was like WAAAAAAAAAD!? haha!i can't remember the rest of the schools there were 2 more schools before us... can;t remember what they did though hahaha! Scary! When it was our turn i was super scared. hahah! after the whole thing i was HAAAAPPPYYY! i went nuts... i was jumping like a monkey! hahaha!i did make a few mistakes though.. ok maybe not mistakes... i sllipped... but no i didn't fall haha!I couldn't believe that around 4 to 5 months of practicing was OVER! I was relieved but then scared for the results... haha! Next paragraph will describe the day of the results.

According to sources the results were to be announced at around 10 plus if im not wrong.. haha! The day was like a replica of obtaining my 'N' leveled results haha! To cut long story short. We got GOOOOOOOOLD! *SCREAMS MY LUNGS OUT!* it was during chemistry i had NO idea wad my teacher was teaching... Everyone was like asking so how? results out yet.. i wa like no no wait... then it came... an sms... my ancient motorola phone blinkin pink.. but before that the chongster, rasul and sigit were horrible to send me sms.. making me jump evreytime.. *whacks their head* anyways, back to that moment. it was blinking pink, opened my phone got a new message, opened inbox from, it was from chee yang, opened the messaga one word just made my day it was Gold!... i was like YES! then i turned to farah *shout.whisper* we got gold! then told janice... chem teacher was staring at me so i quieted down abit. but once he turned i was like YES! we got GOLD Janice jumped and raised her hands! HAHA! and throughout the lesson was in fantasy world... hahah! then husrin and i did something stupid... we our chem teacher was like our class bodoh times 2 or sth.. so i went like you will burn in hell! haha then a few seconds later husrin and i said it together so it was like super loud and all *BURN IN HELL!*... hahaha! it was fun! chongster and gitster got a shock ahahhaha! ah well~

Well this paragraph is dedicated to those who have made S.Y.F a success the leaders, teachers, choreographers, helpers, prop makers, costume deigner, all the dancers and basically everyone. Not forgetting the big boss up there *points to the heavens* hehe! Everyone i thank you from the bottom of my heart by heloing me fulfill my dream of being a dancer! thank you! *takes a deep bow* oh and of course my classmates who were supporting me all the way thank you! *takes another deep bow, Japanese style*

Thank you for making my dream come true~ Maria Christina L. Amante

one month WoW!

HA! I've got the computer all to myself! *for now that is...* it's been one heck of a week, to be exact last week. It was supposedly to be the march holidays but i wasn't able to relish those days. Why!? I had to go back to school almost everyday lah~ den what?! *oops no more singlish! I need to score an A1 in english! JIA YOU JIA YOU KAD DAO A1~ ! *don't ask* I almost died in school today. I had this really bad headache in the morning, throbbing MAD! and i had an attack *minor asthma attack* hahaha! shhh~ don't tell mom... >.< color="#cc33cc">FOREEVEEER~ then today S.Y.F dance... and OH! I've gotten my exco badge haha! YAY! oh yeah! congrats to C.Y for completing Toma dance ahahhaha! Now u have to do the Navras WAHAHAHAHAHA!
The next two paragraphs will be spent talking about SLC! ESPECIALLY OVERNIGHT CAMP! SUUPER DUUPER FUN! hahahaha! another secret to be kept. I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL! hahah. me, shaan, chee yang spent the whooole night talking. about what!? hehe.. thats for us to know and for u to find out! We had a minoe Mc Donalds picnic hahaha! Oh yeah! before that! It was the most HILARIOUS Mc Donalds meal i have ever had. You see, we went out for dinner, this time with Rasyidah, Zai, Rasul and Shaan. Believe me! If you want to have abs, hang around Rasyidah! I'm serious! She is WIIILD i have no idea where she keeps all her energy like WOW! oh and here is the list of reasons that we came up with cos we were late sorta....
Firstly, we couldn't decide where to eat. When we decided to eat at Mc Donalds we couldn't decide what to eat. Afterwards, when we finished our meals, Rasul got stuck in his chair and we laughed over the matter for 10 minutes. Then, Rasyidah had to pee and went to the toilet. When she came back she explained some weird thing that happened in the toilet. Then Rasul proceeded to the counter to actually ask for a carrier... *note: CARRIER* apparently the cashier gave him CURRY SAUCE! WAHAHAHAHAHAH! and we laughed over the matter for another 10 minutes... Then, we got lost on our way back to school and by the time we reached school the gate APPERARED closed. We attempted to climb over the gate. However, after some fiddling with the lock we realised it wasn't locked at all.
*aiya.. it's not as funny now but heck, we were loling our heads off all the way!*
Well SLC was interesting, and we learnt a different way to say the word COOrrRRect~ there was the cha chika cha and the banana milkshake! Banana milkshake is one of the best games that anyone can play hahah! *whisper: banana milkshale then louder and louder until someone ends up scolded thus being the loser! THAT WAS FUUUN! this type of game must play in class or assembly surely die one WAHAHAHAHHAA! Ahhhh! i;m reverting back to Singlish NOT GOOD! The best part of SLC is how i discovered i can still stay awake with no sleep WHEEE~

Quote of the month:
Rasuls' copyrighted word which only certain people can use: CoRRECt~ :D
Member of B. Club: Maria Christina L. Amante
*coffee tea mix mix mix mix.. coffee or tea?* *peace*