Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Ok...

Well survived the orientation, and the past 2 daes at MI. not bad huh? hahaha! oh yeah and i got my pay too! WHEEEEE! well one things for sure i do have my regrets... ah well.. too late now huh? Bloody Hell... thats wad u really call crying over spilt milk. well experienced how lessons were like sorta...not bad really... now if i could just stay awake... =_= i miss dance... so baaadly... well... everyone is lyk dead scared for results now... INCLUDING ME! lyk DUH! but i still hvnt gotten any of those weird dreams...
I'm barely surviving... i feel so empty most of the time... man... i have no idea wads going on with me... bloody hell... IM DEPRESSED! JENG JENG! hahaha! Whatever who cares... URGH! man... and for some reason or another o started hating meself... WAHHHHHHHH!
I NEED DISTRACTIONS! wait... that's running away... and running away NEVER works... darn it... hmm well i guess this is wad u get for leaving in a fantasy world huh? BLOODY HELL! IT'S 2008 ALREADY!? AH SCREW!
And yup i've been swearing alloooooot... lyk jeez... ahahaha! WOOOH! I CAN DO THIS! I CAN DO THIS! DIE STUPID FOOL! DIE DIE DIE DIE! yup i've become a deranged maniac. God help me. buh byes doofus!

dont worry... this is just a temporary personality that i;ve developed and i should be fine after awhile..... hopefully

*peace out*

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