Shyt i feel like a bimbo now... so thats how u chance it... BLARGH!

INSANITY!

Attempting to change the font size... URGH!

I've just had it with the font size... so SMALLLLLLLL! GRAAAAAARGGGGHH! And being the computer genius that i am my entries will forever remain small and inferior just like poor old me... (oh gimme a break let me sulk and dwell in self pity for all its worth!)

Aniwaes, yes i have posted ever so strangely for the lat few entries... WHAT!? i thought it was artisitc! Fine wahtever! hahahah! June holidays have been a mind-BLASTING! *hehehe..watch Russell Peters* MIND BLASSSTING! ok fine i should stop before i start another World War or something... Lets see.. waht did i do.... Right had dance for the first week.. then sllllllaaaccckkkedddd all the way till now... HA! had a few outings... and quite interestingly PARA PARA CRAZE! *yo know who you are!NOOOB!* and some circus potentials attempting to do Arabesque and Plies while riding a bike...

Don't look at me man! Im not that skilled! (or as crazy) But cycling was awesoooomeeee! hahahah! and note to self L4D in Siglap may or may not be good... depending on the circumstances... hahah!

Oh man... as this week comes to a close... so will my days of outings... IM SO GONNA MISS ALL THE AWESOME PEOPLE I HUNG OUT WITH! *The Para gang, old friends ok fine not old lah ah... Marlissa and Geraldine.. attempting to tudy with the Ra.. and of course the three musketeers... to others that i missed out or did not go out with SOOORRRYYY! and BOOK ME LAH! YOU KNOW IM LAZY TO ORGANiZE WHAR! hahah!

:'( cos next week! IS AYG! ALL THE WAY! ok fine from wednesday to Saturday i think... Monday and Tuesday is left for all the last minute shenanigans....like HOMEWORK! SHYYYT! mannnnnnnn~ WHHHHHHHHHHHY!?

Oh and my lose weight during June holidays ULTIMATE FAIL! so in last final desperate and i mean DESPERATE attempts i bought a $30 worth of DVD called the New York City Ballet Workout... DONT LAUGH AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! so im gonna combine that with dance rehearsals and *no no diets* a very watchful eating plan NOT DIET! *yes i even have a FAT journal now* GAWD! how stupid and desperate can i get!? *apparently very*

I swear if the DVD does not work by the end of July... Ballet is gonna be one of the most depressing Gendres i can think off... MWAHAHAHH! *this is the part where i think Maria Christina Amante has lost her insanity... We apologize for any emotional damged or whtaeer shyt was caused....*


SEE YAH ALL SOOON! SUCCKKKKAAASS!
MWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :)))))))))))))))))))

FAT and addictive

Overweight and Addicted :))))))))) *many many chin*

Maria is overweight and faaaaaaaat! and addicted to Lan


Christina is in the same situation


Amante is faaaaaaaaaaat and overweight! and is gonna take last desperate measure and attempts

IT BURRRRNS!

Maria is in aching pain


Christina is in EXCRUTIATING PAIN!


Amante has already been knocked out

Flare/ Flair!

Maria is doing it for the Mangoes.



Christina is doing it for fun.



Amante is in pain... ow....

*sob*, *roar*, *smile*

Maria is.... to tired to even care.

Christina is... to emotional.

Amante is... just plain lazy.


SO SOD OFF!

*Hic* nooooooooo im noooot tiiiPppsssYYyyy!!!

2 weeks = FAT FAT FAT!

AHHHHHRRGGHHHHH! i have been doing the most MINIMAL... i shall repeat MINIMAL amount of excercise over the course of two weeks. ROAR! I'm NOT HAPPY! My effort of losing one kg has gone down the drain! Why (I'm using my G.P skills to fill in the gap) HE! BECAUSE! I've got a GRANDMOTHER's BACK! I was not listening to what the doctor was saying and i only caught the words, backbone, nerve damaged and the phrase : "might end up a permanent injury" SHYT! was all that went theough my head... Not only that MY FLIPPING KNEE ALSO GOT PRBLEM! " Tissue, kneecap, wear off" that's what i heard... I'm falling APART! BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALY! GRARGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!
But never you mind. Maria is still maria and christina too :) she will be fine and will one day achieve the dream of a hot sexy toned body >.< and before i continue.....

HHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBBBBBBB!
*that's one point for me :D*
P.S but thanks for Kopiko anyway

Moving on... I DID NOT DRAGON BOAT! NILCH! but instead i sat under the shade with rachael and took lotsa pictures of THEM but not myself ( UTTER GENIUS I TELL YOU!) Finally, I've given up on the idea of ever entering Uniqlo... it's been one week and the queue is as INSANELY long as EVER! Today was an absolutely HORRID day with me fretting over history test and then not remembering any facts equating to only writing a page.. I'm so gonna get screwed.

I think Wuthering heights is affecting me... I'm either turning into the goblin of a man Heathcliff or the masculine woman Catherine.. either way both of them sorta ended up insane and DEAD. HAHAHA! GOTHICISM IS AWESOOOOOMMMMEEEE!

and on a MUCH MOPRE BRIGHTER NOTE! I HAD SUGAR AND COFFEE RUSH! I drank Mocha Chip milkshake from school which probably contains X99999999999999999999999999999999999999 calories as it consists of eight scoops of ice-cream. Couldnt stop fidgeting for an hour and continued to do so for half of lit lesson... If people did not know me better they would have thought i had gone mad or something. HA! wait more like.. MAAAHHHAAA! *BACON GOOOOOD*

I shall stop my wordy essay here now cause my eves are hurting *evidence that im falling apart*
SEEE YYYAAAHHH!

P.S: SR OLYMPICS TOMMOROW = end at 12! = No LESSON / dance at 3.30 = end at 6.30 BUT! = sexy legs :) Logic? NAHHHHHH!

OOOOOOOoooooooo...

WOOH! Changed my blogskin... total Awesomeness huh? Credit goes to the designer... under credits haahaha!

Aniwaes, it's like very few weeks till mid years and IM NOT PREPARED! YET! hahahah! I'm so darn lazy now adays... ah well.. OH OH oH! I actually reading wuthering heights, and it's an awesome book! Glad that we're doing it for lit! Speaking of lit... I watched The Importance of Being Earnest by Oscar Wildes on thursday! COOOL SHYYYT! LLLLOOOOVEEED IT TO THE MAAAAAAAAAAXXXXXX!!! I wouldn't mind watching it again...

I think it was interesting that they had a string quartet in the beginning and they were giving out cookies or sth lyk day... hahah! Wish i was sitting infront than i can try one.. hahhah! ah well that's all for now... my ever so boring life...

Actually quite exciting but i've got a mountain of over due revisioning and homework to do... hahah! :D

Something to look forward to: DRAGON BOATING! NEXT WEEK WITH AWESOME PEOPLE! YAY!

P.S: I've got a B for P.W! :))))) was expecting alot worst actually hahahah!

MARCH HOLIDAYS OFFICIALLY OVER!

OH MY GOD! IT'S NOT A HOLIDAY! I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL THE HOLIDAY MOOOD! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :'( But then again it was quite a cool week hahhaa!

Monday: Had class in the morning THEN! WENT FOR ICE SKATING WITH WEI CHONG. LIMEI AND SIGIT! FUN TO THE MAX! After that met up with RASUL! HAHAHAHA AWESOMENESS LAH!!!

TUESDAY: HAD CLASSES AGAIN! THEN.... shyt no idea what i did... hahahah! oh well...

Wednesday: Had Combine rehearsal for AYG! :)))) From 8 till 3 and i can remember what i did after that... probably went home... I THINK! hahahaha!

Thursday: Yet another combine rehearsal from 8 to 3. THEN! MET WITH CHEE YANG WHOM I HAVE NOT SEEN FOR AAAAGGGGEEESSS! hahaha! Ate at Jigit's restaurant... then wathed 3D version of My Bloody Valentine... Got squeamish and almost puked from watching it.. hahah! nah... just squeamish... went ew ew ew ew ew ew ew all the way... hahahha! but i think it still IS an awesome show! HA! Go on watch it... I DARE YAH! OH yeah.. tried to take glam shots of ourselves but FAILED! hahahhah!

About my bloody valentine: Don't watch if you collapse and die from seeing a few drops of blood... because if you do.. it's a confirm K.O for ya... hahah!
P.S Jenzen Ackels is da BOMB! :)))))

Friday: Had the final combine rehearsal, and i want to thank everyone for their hardwork and patience if i keep on smacking yah... hahha! oh and also the food vendors who kept us well fed during out rehearsals... the teachers for taking their time off to jaga us and Mr Dan for the free bubble tea.. :P hahahhahaah! Three CHEERS FOR AYG! :D

Saturday: SLACK DAY! (I COMPLETED MY ECONS TUTORIAL OK!?)
Sunday: Had a haircut.. Don't ask...

So that should about wrap it all up... though i wish i had pictures... hahah!

P.S PERRY IS THE JOKE OF THE WEEK WITH HIS PLASTIC CONE AROUND HIS NECK TO PREVENT HIM FROM SCRATCHING! HAHAHH!

P.P.S NO HE DOES NOT HAVE FLEAS OR MITES!

MARIA IS DEFINTELY GONNA LOSE WEIGHT THIS TIME!

YES! I AM! MY TARGET WEIGHT 45KG! WHY THE SUDDEN INTEREST? Because i have been eating like a pig the pass few days and its about time i did something about my ever increasing weight.

My... Must follow or else die exercise schedule....

• Monday: P.E day
• Tuesday: Rest Day- i end at 5 OK!
• Wednesday: Dance + P.E day
• Thursday: rest day (no i will not gorge myself with food)
• Friday: 6.30 FRIKIN A.M reach school, run AT LEAST 3.2km maximum 5km, rush for technique class, dance in the afternoon (PHEW!)
• Saturday: Run few rounds around the block
• Sunday: Rest Day

Diet:

• Avoid fried food at ALL COST!
• Eat many many fruits instead.
• No more sweet drinks.

There, looks reasonable enough... I just hope i don't get huge bulky muscles and look like a weightlifter... especially my hippo thighs! *Plies Plies Plies*
To any of my friends reading this please warn me if i have gone a little too far. really... i dont want to die when im not famous... hahahahha!

HAPPY JAPPY ME!

This is all im going to say for this post...

I'VE GOT AN E FOR CHINESE!

love you all! and thks to my chinese teacher! 2008 :))

yah hi... ok bye..

I have received feedback that my blog entries are too wordy HOWEVER i cant do much adjusment unless pictures are ready and available just like that. and i dont get friking annoyed so easily. HA! COLLEGE was awesome yet again... Wheee! P.E da bomb! because soccering is the new in thing! HOORAH! Self study was spent on memorising, to no avail, how paranoid people were or nations were before... YAY~ all im thinking now is head pain head pain head pain... not ache.. PAIN OK!?

Got two quizzes tommorow yes "just quizzes" one of which if i were to fail would land me in deep shyyyyt. REALLY DEEEPPP SHYYYT! Hmm maths wasn't too bad... went through SAJC promo paper 2008 *HI RASUL! YOUR PAPER IS SO AWESOME!* hahah! i need help, more like a miracle to help me recall all the maths mumbo jumbo...WHOOSH! Literature was more enlightening.. hahaaha! since i actually listened! All in all i give myself 3 stars for staying sane in COLLEGE. WHHEEE!

So... Yes i made the stupid choice of going into a JC when i should have goen somewhere else... I've regretted the past one year away so hopefully no regrets left... *ok maybe have lah ah...* and please pray for my well being thank you.

P.S tommorow is full dress for rehersal and im supposed to bring a black shirt... so hi... any volunteers to donate one to me? HA! *yes i actually cleared my closet of plain black shirts* (AWESOME!)

P.P.S Xena the warrior princess is DA BOMB! hA!

P.P.P.S I'll change the blogskin next time... head pain... elasticity... truman doctrine... Yah hi... ok bye... :)

XOXO
You know me...

Deja Vu... (19/1/2009)

Well, one official week of school has passed where i did C.I.P . *yay me* Apart from the fact that 99.99999999999% were from my place of origin... and 99.99999% knew i was their kabayan, it was not too bad of an experience... no REALLY!
And today was the official beginning of another academic torture ahead. I got the combination i wanted which means NO MORE CHEMISTRY! I REPEAT NO MORE CHEMISTRY! NOOOO MOOOOOOREEEE CHHHHHHEEEMMMIISSSTRRRRYYY! so..HA! TO ALL U PEOPLE! I practically end at like 5p.m everyday except for cca days where i end at about lets see... 6.30-ish to 7.00-ish The best part is we have P.E everyday! *5km run!*(except for CCA days) SEXY LEGS HERE I COME! Have been watching my eating habits and calorie intakes so hopefully my lifetime new year resolution of gaining an acceptable weight will be accomlplished... Another resolution which i had made was to be punctual (where possibble ha!). So far so good! :)
School.. no wait... COLLEGE wasn't too bad today except that i had to churn out an argument and write an essay for G.P. Econs was THE BOMB! really... THE BOMB! ahahahah! History was awesome *my new catch phrase* and self-study more or less productive... HAHAHAHAHAHA! Im not dreading school YET! and i pray that it wont come to that.... (PRAYING REALLY HARD) I've decided if by lets say the first three months or mid year, i find my results unsatisfying im gonna drop out and disappear from this island! WHOOSH!
Finally, I've yet to dominate one corner of the study (it;s no the SAC anymore) to fry my brains after school...

BYE BYE!

The sign looks big in the picture... but it's actually SMALLL!

OH MAN... It has finally come to this.... im flying off tomorrow to really humid Singapore. ah well... all good things must come to an end right? :'( IM GONNA MISS SHOPPING HERE! OH MAH GODDD! I LOVE SHOPPING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I hope no one will kill me though... havent gotten any souveneirs... travelling from state tot sate is really time consuming and taxing... OHOHOH! and I think i had food poisoning or something... haha!
It happened like two days ago. Had a slice of pizza, stomach ached, went to the toilet, puked that slice of pizza out *no im not bulimic--->How to spell?* Then went to lao sai some more singing the lao sai song which i came up with while lao saingggg.... hahahha! SO THE DRAMA! Aniwaes... im too lazy to type out everythiing so maybe ill just post some pictures... so yay!\










OK... posting pictures are annoying... and my laptops battery is going flat... so maybe next time... MAYBE! to see more pictures.. log on to facebook.... and of course the best friends blog... which ive yet to upload ANYTHING! hahah! C YA! :)))) *i think ive grown double my size SHYT!*

CHRISTMASSSS!!! IN VEGASS!

WASSUUUPPP PEOPLE! I Know i havent updated for awhile... Im in Vegas right now.. Im sorry if you've been trying to contact me.. I did recieve your messages but I wont reply cos its too freaking expensive hahahah!

And im lazy to update on my sydney trip... so just visit my facebook account.... OH OH OH! and here's the link to the three musketeers blog ;) www.msc5a.blogspot.com

Ive been updating there more than my ownblog... C YA!


AND MERRY CHRISTMAS!

P.S IM PRAYONG IT RAINS TOMMOROW! :))

FLLLLLLYYYYYY AWWWAAAAAYYYY!

WOHOOOO! THIS IS IT! THE TIME IS NEAR! JENG JENG JENG! yes world i'ma LEAVING FOR SYDNEY IN APPROX 6 hours time! hahaha! i did like ULTIMATE LAST MINUTE PACKING! hahahahah! oh man.. im so darn excited... scared... woozyy.... hahah! YOU NAME IT!

I had my "last round" of rockband yesterday... bought my h.p charger.. (UBER LAST MINUTE!) ironed all my clothes that had been stuck in the dark regions of my cupboard.. i hope i still can fit in them. oh damn.... hAHAHAHAH! I SO CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DANCE WORKSHOP! We're gonna do contemporary, jazz, CLASSICAL BALLET! *GOD HELP ME!* and...wait for it..... LYRICAL JAAAAZZZZZ!!!! WOOOHOOOOOO! *sigh*

I should have bought sleeping pills or something, i don't think I'll be able to sleep in the plane! HAHAHA!

ANiwaes i just wanted to put this last entry before leaving to the unknown!

DANCE ON WEDNESDAY WAS AWESOME! EVERYONE HAD A TASTE OF BEING STRETCHED LIKE A RUBBERBAND! hahahha! man.... so funny... *breath in... and breathe out* WAHAHAAAH! felt like a hospital or something... oh man... plus i embarassed myself YET AGAIN! had to dance infront of EVERYONE! with the pros standing next to me! ALL FOUR PHASES! NOT IN ORDER: ABCD! it was ACBD! i thought ok... not so bad... until we were given like 10 seconds to rearrange our braincells... the others did fineok not fine... EXCELLENT!... =_= and i looked like a total idiot! AND I BLEW IT BIG TIME! i kinda jumbled up the phases... and created a new phase Phase F! hahahaah!

GAH! WHEN WILL I EVER GET OVER THE *OH SHYT IM DAMN NERVOUS AND I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING!?* DAMN IT! ah well... i tried.. hahahah! i was honoured to dance alngside them! :))) *OK NOW I THINK I JUST SOUND WEIRD!*

ok gotta go! i think i'll just check my luggage ONE more time before having dinner then leaving to the airport.. ...... .... TERMINAL 3~~~~ YES IM BRRRAAAAGGGGIIINGGG! hahah! woohoo! CIAOZZ!

*maybe i should check 2 more times... jsut in case... hmmm*

P.s fastforwarding and slowing down songs are the BEST FORM OF ENTERTAINMENT!

I fell on an escalator 2 days ago...

YES! TIS TRUE! I FELL ON AN ESCALTOR! AND SCARS WHICH I BEAR ARE PROOF OF IT ALL! hahaha oh man... that was d most memorable accident ever! i cant believe i actually fell! ok fine.. maybe i can... i was stupid enough to go against the laws of physics... I wont reveal full details cause it's too embarassing!

BUT THIS IS BETTER! Me, W.C and Rasul found this really uber cool stress relieving game at the arcade in Suntec... Star shooter or sth... HAHHA! It's where you throw the balls at this HUGE screen to hit whatever u need to hit... we invente our POWER THROW! where we grab as many balls as possible and FLING it! SUPER FUN! HAHHAHHAA! SUPER ADDICTIVE AND SUPER EXPENSIVE TOO! MUAHAHHA! oh oh oh! and den there was this three girls they chose "the mob" level... and apparently had trouble playing... You see at this level it is the best to use your power shots as u don have to avoid hitting anything.. ANHYHOW this girls didnt noe dat and thought they had to avoid the big dude infront... and they failed... Then it was our turn... While we were playin, one of them approached rasul trying to explain we are not supposed to hit the big dude.. apparently that backfired hahaha.... they burst out laughing and OMGss hahahah! Later on Rasul told me that one of them even whispered a "should i tell them?" hahaha!
*sigh* That was fun! and i have a new found love of Subway...

What: Subway Meltz
Rating: 4 1/2 out of 5
Description: JUST GO AND ORDER ONE ITS DAMN GOOD! :))

Next.. on gaming...

What: Rockband
Rating: 3 1/2 out of 5
Description: FRIKING COOL SHYTZZZ! A way to go jamming with all ur noob buddies with no form of musical talent or wad not. MUAHAHAHHA! Great family game too! let your parents try it out aits a good stress reliever! BUT.... too many long hours playing it could cos even more stress! hahaha! so yeah...

Ah... about a week left before i take my flight to sydnye... :))))) hapPY! BUT! I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR! ZOMG! I NEED TO DO SERIOUS SHOPPONG! ah well...

OH OH! and dance is AWESOME!

PEACE OUT!

Serious Issues :)

Welll people the facts are out. I'm an official retainee... I'm not really sad *I think* and i want to thank my friends for giving me their support and talking to me and all...up to the extent of the message in a bottle :) thks BIATCH! haha! I feel that life is gonna be much sweeter from now on. :) NEXT YEAR IS GONNA BE A WONDERFUL YEAR! oh and thks to Ms Seah for a sweet ending to the year :)
So here are my plans for next year. I'm most likely to change my subject combination and will desperately beg to be transferred into the art stream. Every break *except for lunch* will equal to a study session with whoever and book a place in library or SAC PERMANENTLY! WATCH OUT WORLD MY BRAIN IS GONNA OVERPOWER THE WORLD! MUAHHAHAAHHA!
Plus i have to do well or something i really love will be taken away from me *awww* SO IM GONNA DO IT! TIRA TIRA! BEACAUSE I BELIEVE THAT WITH EVERY FLAW OR MISTAKE WE HAVE OR MADE! IT WOULD MAKE US BETTER AS A WHOLE! FAILURE IS STRENGTH! HA! I BELIEVE I CAN! SHORT TERM GOAL SCORE 40 RANK POINTS FOR MID YEAR! LONG TERM! NUS ALL THE WAY!
THIS IS IT! IM FIRED UP AND READY! NOTHING AND NO ONE WILL STAND IN MY WAY! IVE GOT TALENTS AND IOTS ABOUT TIME I SHOWED THEM! HERE I COOOME!
ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!



Reallly reaaaalllyyy determined
Maria Christina Loves You all Amante :)

FUN FUN FUN!

WELL ITS EXACTLY WHAT THE TITLE STATES! (: NO studying! NO homework! just lotsa slacking and getting fat. P.W is a KILLER KILLER! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! its driving me INSANE! BUT! im looking forward to dance! which starts on wednesday :) YAYNESS! MUAHAHHAHAAHHAAH! i seriously miss dance lah... but im scared though... im INFLEXIBLE! so i must prepare for the pain! and regain the skill to BUN UP MY HAIR! hahahaha! DIE! but FUN! :D

School is gonna be such a killer with just the post mortem or motem however you spell it... with a COUPLE of hours of P.W and CHINESE! *wohoo~* life is GOOD! :) so ive equipped myself with a couple of things to survive... Lotsa sweets, my notebook/sketchbook/ diary, pencil box and of course my MP3 to survive... and not forgetting my sweater to hide the fact that im not listening at all! HA! im sooo screwed! MOVING ON TO HAPPIER TOPICS!

Movie: The House Bunny
Rating: DA BOMB!
Favourite phrase/s: 'It's been nice meeting you... SO NICE!' , 'I dropped some money by this MANHOLE over here'
*its not the exact words but close enough! hahah! its a good funny movie! :) and i know people who have watched it like TWICE even three times! SO NICE!
How would i describe the movie? Bimbotic yet educational and funny. I would give it a 4/5 rating... seriously! a great movie to catch with your friends when your pissed off with the fact that other movies you wanna watch are rated M18 and your birthday is only approx two months away... hi... :D

NEXT...
Retaurant name: Waroeng 613
Type of food: Inodnesian
Location: Meridien shopping centre...
It's a cool place to go! with a young and vibrant yet relaxed ambience... it's a cool place to catch up with your friends while enjoying good food at affordable prices... PLUS you could read the manga books available on the shelves *just remember to return it! :)* Recommended dish: the grilled chicken *i can remeber the exact name sorry* check it out! it's GOOOOD! :D

Moving on....
Location: Kallang
Where?: The stadium *hurry its gonna DISAPPEAR soon* and Kallang leisure park
What?: Take memorable shots of the kallang stadium with your friends before its GONE! and... Check out the ice skating rink on the third floor if im not wrong haha! ive yet to go ice skating so any volunteers wanna join me!? :D theres also a movie house and an arcade....oh and theres this cool place where you could order bubbletea and drink it at the counter while looking at the video games you wish you could afford! hahaha!

I would upload pictures.. BUT! it takes FOREVER to upload them... ill try doing it on another post though... wahahahah!


P.S this seems more like a... critics page or sth... but who cares!? its fun! hahah! i think i should do more of these kinda stuff! TOTALLY WHACKED! hmm maybe i shall include a how to get there section next time! hahaha!

CHAO!
Maria Christina L. Amante!

Whoopee~ =_=

HELLO WORLD! IT'S ME! HAHAHAHA! so much for even trying to keep a blog! :) oh well... Aniwaes my promos are OVER! and i mean that in 2 ways :D literally over.. and over as in IM GONNA RETAIN! having doubts about that? i can prove it to you *mind you im not proud of it*

Was quite happy with G.P.. the only subject i was happy with... Econs.... i bullshitted... then came Maths which i NEVER studied for... as i was mugging for chem all along... clearly the wrong choice.... LEFT HALF OF MY CHEM PAPER BLANK! AND HAD AN ENLIGHTENING IDeA TO JUMP OFF THE ROOF! Don't even mention literature and chinese! *sigh* no point regretting now... ive already engraved my doom in stone...

So currently im in rehab at home recovering from all this mental shock... hoping and praying ill have a better year next year... i shall view all of this as an opportunity to redeem myself as a human being... Apologies to my friends and family for being a rude bitch and seemingly evil for this past few months... It's about time i see a counsellor or even better a psychiatrist *please leave a comment if you do know a good one :)*

To all those who are laughing at my misery F*CK OFF!

See ya all soon I hope! :D peace out....
P.S If anything should happen to me.... just ask emily :) Love y'all!

-Maria Christina- IM NOT GIVING UP YET!